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Monday, 7 June 2004
Times of Turbulance
Hi again everyone,
I am absolutly exhausted at the moment, i had a big night on friday. We had a party where i life. It started at 7:30...i started at 6 and was smashed by 9...needless to say i remember very little of that night. But i needed to do that i think. Get plastered i mean. I am having a hell of a hard time getting myself out of my downward spiral. Who'd a thought it wouild be this difficult. I am trying though.
I am meant to be writing an essay on DRug abuse. But i am so not motivated.
Cheers
Posted by jester-meggz
at 2:46 PM NZT
Wednesday, 2 June 2004
The begining of a journey
I've been wanting to do something like this for ages. Share my thoughts with all who will listen. I tend to think that i am a very open person. I'm not afraid to tell anyone anything, but then again, i don't like to tell my friends everything. I don't like them to worry.
I am a bulimic, i suffer from depression, i am developing aneamia and i have a drinking problem. I am a walking text book in social problems. And the funny thing is i am studying to become a social worker.
So, as this is the first entry, i will attempt to tell you all about myself. I am 19, a first year at University and am studying Social work as i said earlier. I have an elder brother who has just recently graduated from University with a bachelor ion Digital Media. And a younger sister who is in her final year at high school. My mother is a primary school teacher and my father a farmer.
Not much else to say really.
This week has ben a difficult one for me. I decided that it is time that i get my life on track. So have given up smoking (i had only been smoking for a few months so this was the easy thing) and decided i am going to try and force myself to eat beter food more regulary. And this my readers, is proving to be quite difficult.
I don't know what else to write today. So i'll end this here.
Cheers
Posted by jester-meggz
at 7:20 PM NZT
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